One evening, sitting at the window sewing, my mother called me, “Come here, ”she said. “ 36 . ”She held my head against her 37 , and after a puzzled moment I felt a 38 foot drumming on my cheek. “You see ? ”she said, “It’s alive. You can 39 it, can’t you?” I accepted it, as I accepted everything, without 40 . It was as good a place for the baby to be as any other and I never 41 about why it got in nor how it would finally get out.