(2015·四川省宜宾市高三第一次诊断)I got a guitar for my birthday, and since then I have been struggling.It's kind of sad.To be honest, it is __1__ how many problems are caused by such little things in the life of a teenager.It has awakened another side of myself __2__ me.And it couldn't have happened at a worse time.
I'm a senior, I'm going to __3__ soon and I know what college I'm going to.And now I have to deal with this little voice in my head constantly __4__ me that I'm going to be a rock star, not a scientist.
A few weeks ago I was given the __5__ simple task of writing a short story.I sat down to __6__ a beautiful work of fiction that would __7__ my teacher and classmates.To be honest, this is an area I generally feel very __8__ in.I really enjoy it and such writing tasks used to take the __9__ amount of time.
So I was __10__ to write my story, and across the room lay my beautiful birthday present.“Once upon a time，” I wrote.Then I stopped, __11__ in my chair, and stared for a moment at the __12__. Its dark red paint was __13__ and I could see my reflection in its perfect surface.And then my reflection started dancing and singing.I wasn't __14__， but it sure was.I'd follow its __15__. So I seized my guitar and plucked (拨动) a string.I sat rocking with my guitar until late __16__ the night.I was sure I was preparing for the __17__ much more efficiently now that I wasn't spending time writing stories.
Needless to say, no story was written, and many __18__ arose in my mind.Since then, I have constantly asked, “Am I __19__ for not wanting to do my work anymore？” More importantly, __20__， I've learned I really am going to be a rock star.
